Thoughts on Chiller / weight loss

Hi Everyone…..

I have to say, I was so excited to hear from everyone.  Your support and kind words were all read personally by me and very much appreciated.  As you all know by now, I had my first appearance back since my last blog and it was great.  I was very excited to see so many of you.  I have to admit, it was a bit tiring though.  I have been away for some time now and forgot how draining it could be.  But I made it through.  I was able to see some old friends and meet some new ones.  It was really nice to finally meet Chyna.  Funny how I have been around for so long now and we never met.  She was very pleasant and very pretty.  She probably has the prettiest skin I have ever seen.   I took a lot of photos and had them posted; I hope you all like them.  I am working really hard with Raf to keep you guys updated as to what is going on with me on a weekly basis.  We are working on a fan site that is going to be very interactive and as personally in touch with my daily activities as possible. I am very excited about this and can't wait to raise the bar on all fan sites out there.

Like we talked about in my last blog, I need your support to get back into shape so I can try to come back.  The more I keep you in touch with me, the harder I will work to succeed.  For example, today was hard for me.  I was feeling a bit down and just didn't want to work out.  I was tired and feeling like I am just not making enough of a change fast enough.  I have been looking at the photos I put on my website and felt like I really am not looking my best.  I feel like the weight is never going to come off.  I have been dieting so hard…. working out so hard.….but not enough is happening.  My goal weight was to be at 135 by the end of the month.  I really don't think this is going to happen.  I weighed in today at 156.  There is no way I can lose 21 pounds in three weeks.  So I am going to have to set a new goal, something realistic.  I would like to set it at 145 by October 31.  Let's see what happens.  
 

Well guys, I have to go to bed now. It is 12:47 AM and my son will have me up at 8 AM.  Let's see what tomorrow brings!!!!!! Hopefully it will be easier than today. 

Love you all,

Dawn