Tuesday, February 20, 2007

My First Cryptic Blog by Matt Hardy  blog.myspace.com/theonlymatthardy

Hi. I hope everyone is well, healthy, and happy. I entitled this "My First Cryptic Blog"-- because I'm gonna go everywhere in the next couple of minutes and leave it to you to come to your own conclusions. I'm gonna also describe things to allow you to know what's actually going on around me at each moment. This isn't gonna be a inspirational or story-telling blog--but it's gonna be very thought provoking. "Blurry" by Puddle of Mud is playing on my ITunes right now. I am drinking a cranberry and vodka that I made myself in my hotel room. Tonight myself and one of my best friends just watched "Ghost Rider"--thought it was good. I just got a text from someone I'm very interested in, but have no idea how it will pan out. I had one of the best meals I've had in a long time at Chevy's today. The tortilla soup was to die for, and nothing beats fresh, good guacamole. "21 Questions" by 50 Cent just came up on my random shuffle... Just recently, someone absolutely missed the boat and could've had the life they've always wanted and dreamed of--but, they missed it. Wow, I was flattered that there was 730 responses to my last blog. There is only one thing in life that I currently crave to have... And only two things that I need to make my life complete. My dreams have not yet overcame my memories--but two things could make me content for a lifetime. I will always have dreams and goals--that's what keeps me working hard and motivated. I had a really great and intense workout today--I want to get myself into the best shape I've ever been in. In case you didn't know, no one came to me with the terms "Version One" and "Mattitude"--they were terms I created and made on my own. My newest motto for my life and career is "Go, Go, Go." In life, you get one shot--so regardless of what the f*ck you're wanting to do with your life, "Go, Go, Go!" Bel Biv DeVoe's "Do Me" just came up on shuffle... To hell with disrespectful, unbalanced, creepy people who interject themselves into situations they should've never interjected themselves in... Thank you all for congratulating myself, Jeff, and Benoit on our win at No Way Out. I took a minute to make myself another drink and bam--we got another new song on iTunes--"Stay", by Lisa Loeb. I can't describe how good someone is eventually going to have it. Today I bought the complete third season of the "Twilight Zone", which obviously inspired the "Y?Light Zone." I'm turning the thermostat in my room up to 74 right now--it's chilly in here. I have a message to get out there, I just need someone to provide me with a beat. Someone told me today, and I quote, that I was "The last true role model." I took that as a huge compliment. I say what I mean, and mean what I say. "Broken" by Seether and Amy Lee just came up on rotation. I take my time with all aspects of my life and want to get them right on the first try. I'm missing little Lucas right now... For the longest time, I've always wanted to have the strongest "team"--it's just really hard to find strong teammates. It's 2:44 a.m. right now in San Diego, I should probably be going to bed pretty soon. I love to put smiles on people's faces and make them happy. That makes me happy. I am trying to make a much better effort to spend time with my Dad--he's not gonna be here forever. None of our parents will--and it's important to spend time with them. Angels & Airwaves just hit my airwaves with "Distraction." I had an extremely interesting missed call tonight while I was watching "Ghost Rider." I love living life--because you never know where it's gonna lead you next... I just had to open up a bottled water because my throat is dry. I always sleep with a bottled water nearby these days... Right now, I'm listening to "Timeless Melody" by Pearl Jam. I'm really digging this whole MySpace thing thus far, it's been very fulfilling for me. I can't wait to see some of the response to this blog--my MySpace cyberamigos are alot sharper than people think, ha! Who am I talking about in here? What am I talking about in here? What kind of Vodka am I drinking? Who did I watch "Ghost Rider" with? Who just missed out? Who's disrespectful? What makes me tick? Get ready for "The Drunken Adventures of Matt Hardy, Part 1", a soon to be released blog that I guarantee you will be entertaining. "Vermillion Part 2" just came on--how ironic--I know what that makes someone else think of. May you all be well, and until then...

Quote of he day - "You get what you put in, and people get what they deserve" - Kid Rock, Only God Knows Why

Matt